Sent to shadow him
reporting daily
there were times I even
might have joined him -
not on the cross, of course
but there were times
his spirit called me
to leave the world.
To go with him.
Word or world?
A real dilemma.
Instead
I hunkered down
in the equivalent
of today's small cottage -
as later on we all
in our small cultures -
writing my reports
(twice daily now)
waiting...
always waiting...
waiting for
his spirit to depart -
which finally it did.
And then I knew
for the first time
that, not the crowds,
it is the man
who so disturbs me.
.................................
A Happy Easter Everyone.













