When I had grown too big and too mature for pedal cars but was in need of a new war machine to take my troops (I was the King of a fearful and a mighty army) into the hidden depths beneath the seemingly so solid earth, I had this idea for a mole -- as I would call it -- a huge burrowing- into-the-bowels-of-earth- machine. As luck would have it mother had a lightweight ringer going spare, so with the help of nifty addings-on (the ringer being one) and nifty take-aways, my old but very sturdy set of wheels, became the object of my dreams -- and the envy of my friends. The rollers from my mother's mangle I aligned to point the way ahead -- but with the handle turning, they became drill bits to cut through earth or hardest rock instead. (years later, watching International Rescue with my son, I'd tell him how the puppet masters must have stolen my idea. I'd see that weary Dad-is-off-again expression on his face. The mole required a crew of six. We burrowed into mountain sides and excavated miles of tunnels; built ourselves a rabbit warren of a base that would defeat the cleverest enemy and puzzle him to winkle my men out. Then we discovered cities deep beneath the oceans; were charged by herds of subterranean buffalo -- all of which we killed and salted down for food. And from these tunnels we would sally forth to save the world. The portal to this secret world, the old oak stump behind the garden shed -- a false tree stump, of course. Here sections of an air-raid shelter stood and leaned against each other, overgrown by brambles, vetch and moss and overhung by elderberry trees my Granddad blamed for poisoning the ground. They leaned at crazy angles dropping berries red and black - a sticky mess we often found. This secret place was more imagination than real garden space. From here we burrowed into worlds that even we did not quite understand, did not entirely relish, that made us partly glad when meal times came around and thoughts of more hostilities were shelved for cake -- what passed for in those days of post-war rationing -- or what the butcher found that week for us. ........................................................Written for the My Heart's Love Songs Make Believe prompt at Poetry Jam
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Friday, 30 November 2012
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Wednesday, 28 November 2012
Lost Boy
Black shapes, dark, predatory birds, sky full of them, they fell and swooped, I shrank to half my size, ducked dived, accelerated. Still they came in ones and twos, whole squadrons of them at a time. Then Messerschmitts... machine gun rattle, somehow soft, like Grandma's pills spilled on the floor's linoleum. Some scorched my ears... and I a vulnerable Tiger Moth. I flapped my wings, rolled side to side, but still they came, their fearful hands reached out like claws to savage me. I vaguely heard a Tannoy somewhere -- earphones playing up -- speak of a lost boy. I paid no heed -- I had no heed to spare! was fully occupied with mortal fight and frenzied flight. I'd swear on oath that was the day I learnt the body swerve. Two came at me from either side. I ducked again, enjoyed to see the two collide. It ended sadly, I'm afraid. I crashed into a counter, knocking over a display and there above the wreckage, with a Santa's Grotto-Christmas crowd-type backing, glimpsed my would-be rescuers... and mother's face, the face that launched my thousand ships -- but on this one occasion killed the fantasy stone dead.
Tuesday, 27 November 2012
Mixed metaphors
In a room that is an ex-room of bare walls,floor, ceiling, piles of dust and debris, the decaying skeleton of a room that was, there stands a chair -- a luxury that's out of place, or seems to be. Stark contrast, then: of vivid red, its velvet touch surrounded by shambolic room. Such plushness speaks in times of great austerity. What does it say to you? What springs to mind? blood? rouge? boudoir? scarlet woman? knocking shop? And do you see which way my mind is running? I'm thinking: flight of fancy. Dream. A fantasist. To me the chair is symbol for the richness of such fantasy; the room denotes its ultimate futility, its falling short and leaving us unsatisfied.Tess Kincaid at The Mag provided the above inspirational image as prompt.
Monday, 26 November 2012
Stalker : the shadow of a darkness
Yesterday English law caught up with Scottish law in one particular: stalking became a criminal offence. Before yesterday nothing was clear-cut as between, for example, stalking and harassment. Now the offence exists, defined in law.
Sometimes a shade that shaded into darkness, torn from a darkness,certainly, though not a darkness that she knew -- a shard of blindness spiking shadows, bleeding them of their half light. Unnatural, this penetrating umbra moving as she moved, pausing if she stopped for breath. It entered her as thought that was not her thought, but a formless silhouette of thought, an alter ego, fragmented and searching for itself. Did they belong together, she and it? What had the two of them in common? Could ordinary selves immersed in ordinary lives and this amorphous wisp of soot-dark smoke belong as one? Only once safely home, with doors and windows locked and bolted, could she look out and in the lamplight sometimes see s spectre solid as herself. She had begun to see it as a dancer, a demonic dancer with a role to dance in some infernal ballet on a stage she once had thought was hers. Death By Slow Degrees the ballet was, It danced the villain, she the victim. Act One had been her breakdown. Since when, its former domination of the stage had turned into their pas de deux. Through pure emotion such a story's told, emotion motionless or moving rapidly -- no time for thought or even breath. Everything that it had done -- that they now did -- flowed from some shade of sentiment, some negativity -- and issued in a devastating fervour. One night things changed. Stepped up a gear. The lamplight caught what she had never seen before: a face, the unseen face she'd dreamed about, the face that was her story's face, that formed around the simplest sights and objects, the way that sounds spill out of silence, movements from a stasis, feelings from a block of ice. She jumped. The curtain fell on a denouement of a sort: another shape that darkness took, amorphous as before -- but spiked this time by railings black as pitch.
Sunday, 25 November 2012
Ready for Anything on Stir Up Sunday
Mary for Poetics at dVerse Poets' Pub has set Preparation as a topic for our endeavours.
A word about Stir Up Sunday, which today is. A traditional day in the church year when all the family gather round to take their turn at stirring the Christmas Pudding. It was a great occasion when I was a child, stirring in the huge bowl with a very large wooden spoon. Best of all was throwing in the silver threepenny bits -- and hoping that one would turn up in your slice on Christmas Day
Be Prepared, the Boy Scout motto. What, I wonder, had Lord Baden-Powell in mind in choosing that? For what should all those small boys be prepared? Should little Jimmy on his way to school watch out leat he be ambushed by some hungry lion or tiger? flattened by a rhino charging from the vicar's orchard? a killer monkey stalking him? I never was a Boy Scout, didnt fancy all that stress of constant vigilance. How can you be prepared for......X? I had Lord Baden-Powell's brother, shade or spirit teaching me to drive. Picture if you can, the scene: approaching a quiet junction, not much traffic, nothing going on, just standing on the corner waiting for the lights to change, an innocent pedestrian. Slow down. Watch him! my teacher says. Potential suicide! Change down. He could be psyching himself up to throw himself in front of you. Under your front wheels. Slow down and be prepared! Hear that? Those very words! To be prepared... Easy enough to make your preparations if you know what's coming up on the itinerary... let us say you have a long car journey facing you; there might be snow: you'll take a shovel, chains, a thermos flask, warm blankets, clothes, maybe your book of prayers for all occasions -- none of which will help you if the tiger springs, the man jumps out in front of you, or tons of rock fall from a cloudless sky, or you go quietly mad. .............................................................
A word about Stir Up Sunday, which today is. A traditional day in the church year when all the family gather round to take their turn at stirring the Christmas Pudding. It was a great occasion when I was a child, stirring in the huge bowl with a very large wooden spoon. Best of all was throwing in the silver threepenny bits -- and hoping that one would turn up in your slice on Christmas Day
Saturday, 24 November 2012
Umbrella
The Reverend Thomas Hardy spreads his arms as wide as they will go, palms turned to heaven, to announce his theme.
Meanwhile, not a million miles away, The Reverend Goronwy Jones, having just completed a dramatic prowl of his huge pulpit like a lion around its enclosure, now hangs across the polished wooden balustrade towards the congregation. He is locked in prayer extemporaire.
Just about this time Mrs Goronwy Jones is visiting her aunt. She has taken a wrong turning and has found herself high up on an exposed ridge at the top of the town. The town is in the middle of a downpour and it is blowing a gale. In fact, it has just turned Mrs Geronwy's umbrella inside-out. Most people would find this a stroke of malfortune, but Mrs Geronwy Jones realises that she has been led to this spot by the spirit, for she is right outside a shop that is displaying in its ample window space its newly patented Unreturnable Umbrellas. So are the faithful faithfully rewarded in this life.
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This week Mary at Poetry Jam invites us to write, choosing as title the title of a best selling book.
he begins, then fixes them with his blood-curdling stareThe rain falls evenhandedly on the righteous and unrighteous,
He does not laugh, for it is such an ancient joke. Indeed, The Reverend Thomas Hardy does not laugh. Full stop. In truth, it would be difficult to imagine The Reverend Thomas Hardy laughing. Some matronly ladies in the pews beneath the pulpit - his fan club - titter. Further to the back of the church the congregation tuts and whispers. It matters not, The Reverend Thomas Hardy rolls on remorselessly.but far more often on the righteous, the unrighteous having stolen their umbrellas.
Meanwhile, not a million miles away, The Reverend Goronwy Jones, having just completed a dramatic prowl of his huge pulpit like a lion around its enclosure, now hangs across the polished wooden balustrade towards the congregation. He is locked in prayer extemporaire.
Some where between the two of them (geographically speaking) we find Henry Miles II. He his talking to his class of Sunday Scholars. An umbrella word or phrase, he is explaining, is used to include a disparate group of objects or ideas in a single reference. You might want to find a term for a wide variety of plants, for example. Or politicians. Religions. He sets them a five minute task to invent an umbrella term. They come up with Parasol, extreme, cuckoo thorny and wet.Oh, Almighty God, intones said Reverend Goronwy Jones, we do praise and thank Thee for all Thy great benevolence towards us and to all of Thy Creation. We thank Thee too, O Father that Thou art all-wise, dispensing only what is needful to Thy Kingdom here on earth, for Thou has sent in season, the sun to ripen and the rain to water fruit and grain. But Lord, there have been times of late, when flood and lack of faith have tempted us to doubt the workings of Thy wisdom, but when in such inclement weather I feel myself sore tempted, then do I recall the time when long ago Thou didst choose a servant from among us and didst lead said servant to invent the umbrella. We do thank thee Lord for that Divine initiative, for rendering to us all that Thou didst see Thy servants might require.
Just about this time Mrs Goronwy Jones is visiting her aunt. She has taken a wrong turning and has found herself high up on an exposed ridge at the top of the town. The town is in the middle of a downpour and it is blowing a gale. In fact, it has just turned Mrs Geronwy's umbrella inside-out. Most people would find this a stroke of malfortune, but Mrs Geronwy Jones realises that she has been led to this spot by the spirit, for she is right outside a shop that is displaying in its ample window space its newly patented Unreturnable Umbrellas. So are the faithful faithfully rewarded in this life.
Friday, 23 November 2012
For Life and Love : a paean.
Friends of Gaia gather round, Open up your loving hearts Return the love you have received: Love the self, that first of much; Inspire the tired, lack-lustre ones, Fire them with the Earth's sure touch. Earth has bounty still in store. All creation joins the song (Nations clamour still for more), Delights to greet each golden crop Looks to man to mind the shop (Oh,shame, not all crops reach the shelves), Violence is to ourselves. Earth, begin again today!.......................................................................
A tad too late for your Thanksgiving, I tried to find a related theme. *Acrostic = The initial letters of each line spell out its theme.
Thursday, 22 November 2012
Tell Me If I'm Dreaming
I'm not yet in my teens -- but nearly there! and as a treat allowed to spend the day with dad. He works for Spalding, sports manufacturer as golf club maker, making them by hand -- and that is where we are, his place of work, but on the roof, looking out across the River Thames, past Putney Bridge, to where the boat race -- Oxford versus Cambridge -- is about to start. We watch until the boats are out of sight -- three cheers, it's Oxford in the lead! -- and then go down into the bowels of the factory, there to find dad's workshop -- or attelier, as I prefer to call it, having recently acquired the word. Dad picks up an adze - his favourite tool and I await with bated breath expecting he will start to shape a club head... No, it is a rifle that he chooses from a cupboard, places in his vice and starts to shave the butt. A woman enters with a half-strung tennis racquet asking his advice about a problem she's encountered. I cannot take my eyes off her. She is a younger version of my mum, for this is how they met. When I do, I see the former workshop is an aircraft hanger, and standing at the far end is a Meteor jet fighter. (Dad worked with Whittle on developing the first jet engine and later worked on them with 616, the first jet squadron.) This one, solid looking to begin with, morphs into a drawing of itself as I look on. I recognise the drawing straight away: dad gave it to me when he came home on a weekend pass. It had been drawn inside an empty Camel 20 packet to show me what the secret plane was like. Imagine then, how mortified I was to have to burn the box-- and not to breathe a word about the secret plane to any of my friends! The hardest thing I ever did that was! A courier now enters with some crates of brand new clubs. Dad takes one from its box and swings it gently, testing weight and balance. As he does, the head falls off and hangs from the shaft end on a length of leather whipping which is slowly -- very slowly -- unwinding as we look. It is as though he's caught a club head shark and now is playing him for all he's worth. Alas, the shark is winning -- handsomely. He tries another club, and yet another, seventeen in all, and everyone the same. A golfer -- high profile and professional -- comes in with yet another clubhead dangling from yet another shaft. dad speaks to him and reassures him. He will fix the club. He leaves and so do we. We join the queue for the new trolley bus -- our latest, state-of-the-art means of transport home to Mitcham. We find The High Street packed with people leaving from the riverside. Above their heads we can quite plainly see a locomotive, green -- Pacific Class, as I recall from recent spotting days, huffing and puffing its way towards us. .........................................................Well, you will know quite clearly that this was a dream. It was in fact an actual dream which I recorded at the time, recorded because everything in the dream had also occurred in actuality. All, that was, except the fishing rod golf clubs . That occurred many years later. A small detail, I know, but it has always been enough to make me wonder... (And Okay, I guess you can say that none of dad's Meteors morphed into a drawing, but it did have a basis in fact.)
Wednesday, 21 November 2012
Play Blind - or Crossing the Sahara.
Now shut your eyes... Screw 'em, I say! Tight real tight you see a sky with clouds and things all very odd. Not like a sky at all. So feel your way along the hedge the fence and feel where scratchy bits of twig poke through. Back flat against it now. No dodging out! Arms out a bit away from sides palms facing back... I get the Spring Road Busy Body in my ear. I know her voice. She says I've knocked the blossoms off. (I'd like to knock her blossoms off!) She doesn't like the way my eyes are shut! Too bad. Can't open them. Must keep them screeeewed up tight. Says I'm being ruuuude! You reach the end. It's open desert now. Crossing the Sahara. This is where you want to cheat. But not to peep. Don't let the light get in your brain. You're on your own out here. Remember where things are? The road. Parked cars. Lamp posts. The square is booby-trapped with paving slabs sticking up odd angles. Trip you up. If you can do this well enough for long enough you go unblind -- see things you never saw before: amazing black holes everywhere - in sky and in Sahara sand... army tanks perhaps on fire huge gun turrets are turning in the sun... beasts with fabulous great heads. You're bumping into things. Recycle bins. Food kettles. Cars and clumps of nettles. Ramp. Steps. The litter bin. The pictures in your head keep changing. Like a drug. Could be a trip to set you in a spin.............................................................
Just in case there might be any doubt, this is based on a game I saw the children playing round our way. Some of the comments are based on instructions given to younger children by the born leader of the group. (I wish to make it clear that I, personally, have never wanted to knock anybody's blossoms off!)
Tuesday, 20 November 2012
More things there are than this world dreams of
Three years and one day after he'd retired the coastguard cottages came up for sale. He bought the one they'd lived in, he and Jan, when he had been the guard along that coast. From colleagues they'd received a whirly line, a carriage clock -- and his binoculars. The latter he had used to study the sea birds -- in truth too powerful, but still he'd persevered and made himself a name. Two years in their new home and Jan had died. He'd found no use for glasses after that, and so they'd hung forlornly from their hook to snuggle up for warmth to Jan's old coat. First thing each morning now he'd take the path of stones that Jan had laid to the cliff top and sit and watch the sun come up -- or not. First anniversary of his Jan's death he took his lap top with him on his walk and sat and watched the video they'd made, the two of them together in the bay. The day was windy so he'd left his coat, soaked through the night before, out on the line -- and playfully, had pegged Jan's coat beside it, telling them No hanky panky, not until I'm back! Up on the cliff as he had run the video, he'd heard her voice as background sounds to their amazing -- but quite silent-- shots. Disturbed, he'd made for home. The coats were missing from the line. What's more, the front door stood ajar. Inside... nothing. Not until the bedroom. There they were. Laid side by side, arms around each other. Watching them appeared to spark them into action, for now they rolled around, writhing, opening and closing rhythmically, swallowing each other and contorting into shapes he afterwards could not put into words. Then came the sounds of laughter, kissing, grunts and groans... That was the moment he first saw the wading bird. Pure white, it stood high up on his tall tallboy,two green eyes locked on to him, its long curved beak opening and closing rhythmically like the coats. The sounds must come from it! he thought. Soon the sounds embraced Jan's voice. Its warm distinctive intonation was too much: He left the room, the cottage, Jan; ran down the path to disappear for ever from his friends -- who still get messages from him: texts recounting endlessly the strangest happenings -- of which this tale tells just a few. They come from some black cyber hole.For the image which forms the basis for this prompt I am indebted to Tess Kincaid at The Mag
Monday, 19 November 2012
Out of its depth, the neighbourhood watch
Beware of dreams and other idle thoughts. To this or that one they confide the wonders of a great cathedral nave, impart the inspiration for a masterpiece in paint or sound, and on occasions have been known to disclose all the workings for some new break-through machinery. By contrast, on the likes of me they lay the burden of dark secrets not to be disclosed -- secrets I would treat them well to be without. Their latest confidence, bequeathed through thoughts that I was not controlling at the time, but letting them run free, was clearly worked out in advance, before they saddled me with this:- We have a squad of killer babies in our town. There is no doubt. Coincidences come too frequently. And each time I've been steered their way to see. First time: across the square a row of trampled snails... and there, six yards beyond the row, a fluffy toy, a tiny, woolly lamb. So, not convinced? Try this for size: next thing, a hedgehog in the roadway. Dead, of course. The gardener, who lives across the road from me, has said it died of some toxicity -- and not a hundred miles away a baby's dummy lay. What better instrument, I ask, for one so young to use for poisoning? Then just this last weekend, a fox cub we first saw in spring... found in the gutter. Bloodied. Head bashed in. This was the babies' top-most topping yet -- they still have not, to my uncertain knowledge, struck an actual person dead. No doubt they're working up to it! But now, apologies... the fox... how do I know? How am I sure? Not fifteen yards away, a baby's plastic rattle. Split from top to bottom by the blow! And so, each escapade becomes more vicious than the last. It's true I have not seen these killer babies yet. Imagine them to meet at night, but have no clue how they achieve these meets. Maybe the birds are utilised... the cell is organised through tweets -- but that does not explain the no doubt ultra-strange logistics of their meets. How could small babies manage them? And what are parents doing at these times?
Sunday, 18 November 2012
Exit means Yes.
Today we shall consider... (reveals it with a flourish)this: our current scene of crime. Look well -- with fresh eyes if you will. But whose eyes? Choice determines focus. Are you to be: Investigating Officer? forensic scientist? Lover? Mother? Medic...? Yes, this is a rape scene that we view. World war artists were forbidden to depict the dead or devastated bodies that they saw. They chose instead the shattered buildings and torn trees to be their representatives. All rape is violent. Here, torn plastic sheeting round the door is nothing less -- indicative of more -- than the torn underclothes of a once-decent space -- the MORE might be the ruptured hymen. For sure, someone has penetrated, forced his way beyond the limits set -- that EXIT sign, blood red... I wonder... did he take that for a YES? And through into forbidden space... what there? The famished tree of Good and Evil in the yard, still with a few leaves attached, leans to the field and scatters blossoms and dewdrops... finds no answer to the way our sense of homelessness plays globally today. What images would Browning find if he came back this way? ...........................................................An Embarrassment of riches! Sincere thanks to Claudia in Poetics at dVerse Poets for the stimulation of some wonderful images from the photographs of Terry S. Amstutz. Please visit his site. I guarantee you will not be disappointed
Saturday, 17 November 2012
How Much You Want?
The lift girl took a fancy to her blouse -- my daughter's. Every time we'd travel with her in her lift, whether up or down , I'd see her finger it and smile. Nice, dearie!, she would say. How much? And every time my daughter would just smile and shake her head, turn slightly pinkish and the girl would ask again: How much? I thought it strange. Though some clothes were in great demand, the blouse was very like the ones the locals wore round town -- embroidered in the same half folksy style, with just the motifs differing: hers Teddy bears and dolls; theirs pine trees wolves and trolls. (One hotel guest disposed of all her husband's clothes and went home with a suitcase full of useless currency.) Daily beside the hotel swimming pool illegal currency exchanges on-going all the while -- and all beneath the noses of the far- from-secret Secret Officers in far- from-plain-clothes suits, with half- mile-wide lapels - suits that only they could buy. How much you want? and Give you... echoed quite like laughter round the pool. And then one evening during dinner: a commotion. An Officer type Spiv -- lapels at 10 to 2 -- had arrested on the hotel beach a young girl for soliciting. She'd cloned -- I swear to heaven -- the very blouse my daughter still was wearing. Some sort of badge or sign those motifs -- so the inference was that all the guests soon drew. My daughter didn't wear the blouse again. ......................................................I will not divulge at this stage where in the world these events took place - thought some might like to guess. My daughter at the time was ten years old.
Friday, 16 November 2012
Lourd on my Hert
Victoria C Slotto at dVerse Poets' Meeting the Bar suggests we attempt a poem with literary - or other - allusions to another work of art.
I have chosen a poem by Hugh MacDiarmid who has long been perhaps my most constant influence. If I were to be allowed two poems on my desert island, I would want them both to be long ones, and would choose two by this man: his great masterpiece, A Drunk Man Looks at the Thistle and On a Raised Beach . Today's choice is a lightsome thing - but don't let that fool you into thinking him a lightsome poet!
Lourd on my Hert
Lourd on my hert as winter lies The state that Scotland's in the day. Spring to the North has aye come slow But noo dour winter's like to stay For guid And no' for guid! O wae's me on weary days When it is scarce grey licht at noon; It maun be a' the stupid folk Diffusin' their dullness roon and roon Like soot Nae wonder if I think I see A lichter shadow than the neist I'm fain to cry: 'The dawn, the dawn! I see it brakin' in the East, But ah --It's juist mair snaw! ..................................... Lourd, heavy : dour, hard : wae, woe guid, good : licht, light : mair, more maun, must : neist, next : snaw, snow And here, my reply -- which strikes me now as more a parody - something I'd not intended:- To Hugh MacDiarmid I take your drift, your Bardic thoughts for England's state lies parlous too. It's not the seasons -- snow or sun -- but self-inflicted pain I rue. We long for gilt It's guilt we see. We all are drawn into the stew... God damn it man, will no one bless the stupid folk we've set in charge who've caused -- and go on causing -- our distress? It's loot man, loot, keeps good times oot! If all you've got to draw your tears are shadows lightening in the East, you'll get no sympathy from me; your dawn will come -- this time or neist! but as for me... I scrimp in abject poverty!
Thursday, 15 November 2012
The Moment that Never Was
For Poetry Jam's prompt, Under the Big Top, this is a complete rewrite of an earlier Poem, (see here)
To publicise the big top on the green, clock high above the square, town hall to church, a cable stretched, pulled taut, on which a small clown rides a penny farthing bicycle. ( In truth, more like a ha'penny farthing fairy cycle than the real McCoy.) Across the handlebars a bendy pole, a bucket at each end. The crowd below looks up and holds its one collective breath. And then: a sudden gust. A gasp. Explosive, for the vicious blast has scattered leaves. He's stopped. Sways wildly for an endless moment -- as if time's flow has stopped. He sways, leans left, leans right. Repeats. Retreats -- reverses half a yard, then stops again. Another wave. Such grand insouciance! As though there never was a thought, a possibility that he might fall... He waggles for a second his long pole, splashing the buckets' contents on the upturned faces of his audience. A final wave and he resumes his ride. The moment gone that never was... except we thought it so.
Wednesday, 14 November 2012
My Most-Remembered Lie
The one that haunts, keeps coming back... Friday afternoon: the class debate. Dicky Bird (Englsh, Literature and Grammar, Lower School) has just this moment introduced his theme (half-promising, the way he always does, we all could be M.Ps. one day): Meccano in the School Curriculum? And now, by way of limbering up, he's going round the room inviting us to say if we possess Meccano sets at home; and if so, which; and how they figure in our leisure hours. (Sets range from 1 to 10. Set 5 or 6 would indicate a lucky bunny.) He gets to me. Set 10! I say. The whole class looks with incredulity. He offers me the chance to backtrack just a bit, but I am adamant. Set 10! I say again. He starts to list out all the parts set 10 includes. I nod at each, stick to my guns! They start to grin. Then giggle. The more they do so, the more I nod. Truth is -- one version of -- I have set 8 plus set 9A. 9A converts set 9 to 10 -- but not, alas, set 8. I'm almost there, but lacking set 8A. I have convinced myself -- almost -- it's near enough to pass for truth. And I keep thinking now... perhaps he saw the spark, perhaps he knew I should have been an M.P. after all.
Tuesday, 13 November 2012
Verdun
Verdun, an ancient fortress town strategically placed on the road to Paris. It has a long history of siege and conflict. During W.W.II it became a symbol of French resistance when it survived a long and terrible assault from vastly superior german troops. The painting by Felix Vallotton was contributed as this week's prompt by Magpie Tales
Sharp. Angular. The forms man brings to bear. How apt! Snapped shut or open. Scissor-wise. Knives in pincer movements cut. Shred. softer forms that Nature spread in kinder days. Man's browns have muddied purer greens. Where pastures were strange landscapes have replaced their peace with heave and blast of earth. I say: if ever this great onslaught ends (somewhere beyond the death of friends I do not doubt), then shall the landscape fall into a silence, speak the death of speech, the death of sapiens. Only the homo in us will survive. I dare to say of this: if ever it should end -- the stuttering machine gun madness; exploding earth and cries of pain; then shall we hear: no birdsong; whispers from no furry creatures in the non-existent undergrowth; no rustling of dead leaves. No sounds beyond the sighings of the dead in search of graves. If it had eyes, this landscape would lie silent, staring into space, a dumb and broken thing. See now: beyond the small hill's brow shapes piled that might be corpses -- or fallen trees... or simply shadows thrown by the light of hell. I say again: if ever this great onslaught ends there will be nothing left for light to show -- except the most impenetrable darkness man has ever seen.
Monday, 12 November 2012
This be the planet
This is the planet that nurtured life from the moment life began, the way a man will blow on a spark in order to kindle a flame. This is the planet that welcomed life and awarded it top spot, gave it the keys to its atmosphere, and the freedom of ocean and rock. This is the planet that stocked its shelves with all the essentials for life: trace elements, carbon and vitamins -- and left it to fashion its prize. This is the planet that held its breath, preserving what others had lost -- and preserved it well until man appeared and fiddled with all the controls. This is the planet that healed itself with feedback, nudge and tweak, until it was pushed way over the edge into Chaos and Prospect Bleak. This is the planet out on a limb in need of a settings change. Its final, desperate hope is to recapture its maker's range.
Sunday, 11 November 2012
Peacemaker Extraordinary
He was big, much bigger than big, a mountain from Jamaica. Most days his voice boomed through the corridors, shattering what peace there might have been. The school was two thirds Chelsea fans. The other third -- less one -- supported Arsenal. Malcolm was that one: he would be Manchester United to his dying day. He had a string of names they'd given him, the boys: Big Mal was one; Mal-ignant was another (never to his face); Mal-icious yet a third. He'd modelled himself on his childhood hero, Malcolm X,* just recently assassinated, so a martyr now to boot -- and very much alive. At Stamford Bridge the hero in those days was Peter Osgood.** Monday after Monday, Mal would enter like a conqueror. We'd hear him chanting from afar: Osgood, no good! Osgood, no good! No other person could have managed that and lived. Amazing then the staff should christen him The Peacemaker, but so they did. Had he not stood between those warring fans, between that mighty rock and that hard place, our place of learning might have been undone. You had to think of bold Horatius before the wild Etruscans*** at the bridge -- not Stamford, though. Yet he had one horde facing him, but not like Malcolm, with another at his back. We never knew why Malcolm made this stand, but all applauded that he did. One Monday Mal was sick. A spate of fights broke out that no one could control. I tried... I campaigned long and hard that Mal should receive The Nobel Prize, but nothing ever came of it. .............................................* here
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Peace is the apt order of the day for ManicdDaily's prompt at DVerse Poets
Saturday, 10 November 2012
if art should fail humanity...
If you could find a place where no one would find you, if you could paper that place with a paper to suit you, if you could make a garden to surround your lonely place and live there like a hermit 'til you knew what human was, if you could send a post card delivered to my door to describe in single syllables what human life is for, and if the world at large could be invited in, I wonder... would that open your brave new world to sin? And if you took to painting would sin besmirch the vision of your world seen at its best or seduce you from your crusade for explicit this, explicit that -- in which the vast majority by definition don't believe. (Blessed are they that have not seen and yet believe... etc, etc.) If you could keep your place for both the secular and holy, free of false dichotomies, a land of god and no-god, seeing god as both a shorthand and a longhand form of art, seeing art as sign and semaphore, a dance with flags and dazzling lights, unverbalised theology bringing music to the sights -- a cannabis for scriptural faith... And if you left your haven to dance down dirty streets would it all be out of kilter, would you need the magic philter, explicit sex and revelation, to return you to your station? If you could paint a tenet for a faith that's yet to be, would a fine brush or a wide brush or a roller set you free? Would you nurture a small parcel or a landscape or some scree? And if art should fail humanity, where then would prayer be?
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